Uuuuurrrggghhhh

Sigh. Sometimes it feels as if the universe is trying to tell you something. Over and over and over. Or maybe you should just stop following beautiful men you don't know on instagram... None the less, as I was getting ready for bed I came across this quote on Ian Somerhalder's instagram account. Hello, my existential crisis!!! (see last post)

"Something changes the moment you decide

you've found a person you are ready to reveal parts of your soul to.

Something stands out and makes the moment unique.

A profound multidimensional clarity resembling

a piece of carefully gathered stardust; 

As if you are whispering "finally" and

your eyes fill with light and spontaneity.

As if you do not care whether your heart will

melt or crumble in the process 

because your brief courage

undoes your tremendous fear of disbelief.

You live for these moments;

For you are, maybe for one second or more, 

sweetly forced to surrender yourself to unconditional intimacy.

A moment of psychological reward smashing

all self-imposed disciplines founded on terror.

This is all you need."

-Anais Nin